Yea, you are thinking virtue while I am thinking pain in my arse. Although I have only been single for 2 weeks, there are already a few things that I have to admit.
#1. I have been drinking, ALOT. Maybe this is my way of coping with the fact that 9 months ago I thought my dating life had ended. I could see my future. What I failed to realize was the fact that the honeymoon stage is always deceiving. You never truly get to know someone until that phase is over.
#2. Even though I swore off internet guys, I signed up for not one, but two internet dating websites. I am partly ashamed but always dazzled at the fact that I could have some dates set up.
None of this is patience. In church today, I swear I could hear God telling me to have patience and that his plan is way better then any plan that I can construct. But its hard....its really hard to sit back and focus on the things I know I should be. Who ever said life was easy?
I've always wanted to date a criminal
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